Chapter One

Well, life is sure crazy inside this head of mine.  I have literally several life's going on it feels like.  I guess that is part of my personality.  I am very secretive and private.  I believe it makes me a good friend, spouse and mother.  Or I can be your worst enemy.  Depends on how you treat me because that is my moto: "Treat others how you expect to be treated".  Unfortunately, I don't believe in revenge like I use too so those who have harmed me, I sit back patiently and wait on Karma to kick their ass for me.  People are amazing creatures and I sit back, keeping my distance and watch how they live their life's.  Some are really sad.  Some well are just worthless and pathetic.  Then there are those that I look up to and base my life on their good.  I may not seem like much.  I may not seem to know much.  I may not come across as the person I really am.  Like I said, I am private and secretive but I am not stupid nor am I an idiot. I am watching and learning every moment of the day.  I do not learn about politics, wars, history and such but on people, life and nature.  I watch and learn from others mistakes as well as my own.  I become stronger from trial and error.  I have become one of the best people I know from all this.  I am continually learning and bettering myself, not for just others but for myself.  I like loving who I am.  I take a little bit of everything, pick what I need and throw the rest away.  I grow on a daily basis in every area of my life and try to spread good will to others as I go along.  I only hope that these little things that I do will spread to others and become a major change for the better in this crazy old world we have made.